Sunday, February 28, 2010
Rough Patch in Life
You might start noticing that my blog's full of sad stories, and lousy times. Indeed, I find that to be true. But life's not always like that. I'm happy to say that most of the time, things go smoothly, and I enjoy my presence in this world immensely. Those, unfortunately, tend to be the times that I do not blog about. This blog is like a pensieve, somewhere to deposit these ill thoughts so that I may vent them out without frustrating someone else, so that I can take a step back and look at problems subjectively, sans emotions.
Going through pretty bad times now. No, not as bad as that horrible episode in Nov/Dec 08, but once again involving something difficult to put into words. It's a sensation of extreme fatigue, plus other emotions. Shit always comes, it's true. Many times, I can deal with them as they come. Sometimes, these things need the wondrous effects of time to dilute out. And that's when the trouble starts. I can't deal with them immediately, and they start to backlog. Like in Tetris, when half your screen's full, and you can't quite get rid of the new tiles coming down fast enough, let alone clear the old ones. And the more they pile, the less space you have to maneuver - to the point where you just want to press the Down button, end the game, and start all over again.
A little of it has smoothed over. Something hard to go through tomorrow morning.
Anyway, Yx and I finally got her dress design down! At least something got done this weekend.
Wenky
10:08 PM
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