Friday, April 27, 2012
I'm back. It's been ages since I last wrote, but things are churning
so badly now, I might burst if I don't channel this somewhere.
I've
finally embarked on the path of my career. Did yet another medical
posting last year, even though I've done it before. Got my schedule
changed yet again and then again. And finally started on the main course
earlier this year. I must be honest - I am enjoying psychiatry. But
once again it's the administrative bullsh*t that gets to me.
Right
now I'm being brought to the brink of the crossroads - just prior to
changing postings. At least I have some insight; I know I tend to be
upset every time I change postings. It's some form of adjustment
problem, an anticipatory anxiety. But I was flung a piece of shit right
before. I'll see what I can do about it. It really makes you think about
how people are like.
And then there's the exams. Surreal, isn't it, to have
to plod your way through examinations at this age! I suppose it does
mean something that recently I've been wishing that I could win the
lottery. Time to buy my first ticket? I find my defence mechanisms
regressing of late.
I wonder how things will progress. I'm glad life doesn't just
revolve around work, or I'd become more neurotic as time goes by. I
guess I'm lucky in the sense that I do have options, and I'll keep that
in mind. It just takes a good opportunity to come by.
It's a slow, lonely road. Oh well.
As for the rest of life itself, I've been spending time with
family, brewing, gardening. The usuals. People have been ill recently,
which adds on to the stress. We might be taking a step forward in life
too. Brewing's great as usual - loads of new toys to tinker with, and
new friends. Just repotted the Sarracenia. Need to settle car issues.
Wenky
7:15 AM
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