Monday, October 13, 2008
Have been making a series of VERY bad decisions lately. Well, "lately" isn't strictly true. The keystone event, as I have reasoned, happened some months ago when I decided to hold back on submitting a stack of papers. Fucking stupid. One of those "if I could turn back time" moments. In fact, many of these moments have happened over the past 10 days.
Once again I revisited the old, battered topic of what I'd be doing right now, had I not even started on this path. Unemployed? Plant-seller? Musician? Businessman? The last one, perhaps. It's high time to start unscrambling all the tiny little pieces, review them, and try to salvage a plan all over again.
We all need to learn. And I need to learn from this. There were times when I did a lot more soul-searching than I'm doing right now, but these have stopped. It's a very fine line between moping and thinking about life. Maybe it's time to peruse the scriptures all over again.
Wenky
12:53 AM
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